If you don't know what you want you have no reference to do things from. Probably the biggest thing that I want is to make a positive impact on the world. Knowing what I want enables me to act with [[Agency]] and do things in more effective ways. If you are not clear about what you want you are just floating around and anything you do could probably be done much more effectively. Your intuition may be to say "I don't know what I want". Is that something you want to find out? Then your goal is to figure it out. Go experience, read, learn, talk to people. Figure out the best paths to finding what you want. Do you not want to find out? Then it sounds like what you want is just to relax and not care much about life. But most people who "don't care" don't live super relaxed and happy lives. It still takes effort and agency to shape a life where you can relax. Find the best paths to doing that.